Today is a icky day.

So, I am going to stay home and clean house. I know...it needs it. I just don't feel like getting my hand wet. For one, I can't. It has to stay dry. And two, yesterday it started hurting after I moved 3 pots. And they were small???? And not heavy. Actually I just have some things I really want to get done around here. I need to find some boxes so I can start packing stuff up. Its not set in stone yet but will be very soon.

Errands are my best friend...

I have to run back to Iowa today here in an hour to pick up the neighbors boy, his Mom got into a car accident yesterday and totaled her car out. And doesn't have a way to get to school/work. So she asked me, and of course. I can't see him missing school. Well, I am helping a dear friend...she just signed up with PPP and is a bit confused...so I am trying to help her out...lol

My Garden went Kaput.

Only cause of work, and not being able to spend as much time at home. I can't wait til' the 28th of Sept. I am laid off..and sooooo excited. I have so much to do.

One long Saturday...

I was pretty bored all day. Then Alysia came by and Mike came home, and we decided to make Tacos...THANK YOU ALYSIA. She was my savior today. Being that I am not having to buy food without the help of state aid, I am finding is very difficult. But I have to make it work...otherwise...we starve..lol. But anyways, we sat here and painted some stuff. She just left..at 9pm. Oh well. Its nice to spend time with her. Well, I think I am going into work tomorrow because I have my other surgery this coming Thursday for my carpal tunnel. I am nervous but will be ok.

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Hi!!!!

I'm home and ready for bed. Yep, been a long day and I am tired. I went and spent the entire day with my Grandma. Its been a long time coming to spend some quality time with her. ALONE. I had Jonathan but that is ok. He was the best kid ever today. He wanted to go fishing with my Grandpa but he was out of town. So he was kinda bummed. Oh well, he will be fine. I think I am going to hit the hay early tonight. Its just me and my baby tonight.

Today sucks.

Why? Cause we are waiting for Aarons to come pick up this freaking television that I hate with a passion. I think what is irritating is that I never wanted the darn thing, and Mike never took care of it. Grrrr.

Waiting on a miracle.

I sure hope that a miracle will happen soon. I am trying so hard to get things straight in my life and I am tired of this vicious circle of being broke constantly. Anyone know a secret?? If so I could use it.

Its about time.

Since the tragic death of Anna Nicole Smith a couple months back, its been nonstop drama on who the baby daddy was or is. Today, justice was served to Larry Birkhead...he will finally get his little girl. My hats are off to him, as he has been quiet but not so quiet on financial matters, all he's wanted was his daughter. Can you blame him? May Anna Nicole rest in peace finally.

Hello again.

I am just chillin' and hanging out here waiting for Boy Scouts at 6:30. Ok back...I forgot to publish...lol. Went good, got to listen to 7 Webelos discuss what they want to finish for their Badge. My Son of course is done. Yay!

I'm backkkk.

Yes, here I am am. I have so many blogs its not even funny. Its a waste. I am eliminating some of them. The others I might keep for "other" reasons. Well off to lala land.

My Callie Girl

Knock on wood..

but can it be any hotter? I work outside and let me tell you. Dam its f*cking HOT!!!! I love my job and so forth but dam. I sweat the moment I get there. I had sweat dripping down my ass crack today. Then I was walking doing my job and I got hit with the sprinkler. Scared the shit out of me but then I looked funny as I was doing the ballerina dance in the sprinkler. My co-worker laughed at me. The guys are awesome at my work. Hats off to them for helping me out. And tomorrow is payday...I am so excited cause its also the weekend of the airshow. Can I say...FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!! Well not much to post right now, been too hot to do anything. Well later days!!!!

Happy Father's Day Daddy!

I want to wish my Dad a Happy Father's Day even though I called him and said it already. I just wish I could go and buy him something. But I have no money whatsoever. Its been a rough weekend. Just got done talking to my Ex and he is such a ass. I mentioned about Child Support and he whines he has all these other bills and shit to take care of. Well duh you stupid bastard so do I. That is why I started working so I wouldn't need to depend on Child Support. He is almost $600 behind. Looks like I will be getting his income tax next year. His own fault. It will a month since I haven't rec'd anything. That's ok cause he will get what's coming to him. I've been nice about not raising it, and I am seriously thinking of doing it right after he goes back to work. Just to piss him off. Then he will see what kind of person he has made me to be. My Child support will double and he will hate me forever. Oh well maybe he will leave me alone. Well off to make dinner. Later!!!

So I get a phone call today.

And can you believe it was Public Aid? OMG. I called them on the 9th to inform them I got a job. Its now the 15th and my caseworker calls me back. Great!! So excited. She was super nice to me, I mean like asking how I was and so forth. Bout blew me away. Well got everything worked out on my food stamps and she asked how much I made and how many hours and all the good stuff. Well it came up about my Child Support. See when the Ex gets laid off I don't get any and when I do its after I have bitched him out left and right. I think he does it purposely in the summer time. Asshole. Well anyway, she said that she will adjust my food stamps for July. Great!!!! I am so happy. But now I wonder how much I will get. I know they adjust for child care/rent/utilities and stuff. As soon as I recieve child support I have to call her back and let her know. Which reminds me I have to call Child Support tomorrow and let them know that he is laid off and will be sending payments in. But see what is funny about the whole public aid situation. When you don't work they treat you like shit and not return phone calls. I hate them bitches with a passion.

On another subject, work is good. Been learning a whole bunch of new things everyday. I appreciate learning what I have learned. I can now do that stuff at home as well. My co-workers are the best. I try to help them out and they do it for me. I say...awesome. Now my boss is another story. Picky, picky, picky!!!!

Can you say fucking frustrated??

Well I am and about to just leave and never come back. I work only part-time yet I am still tired. Why? Cause I work my ass off at work. Today has been stressful for the most part. It started out I went to a visitation with my Mom. A very good friend of hers passed away last thursday. I went to support my Mom. Well I go to work and he wants me to go home. It won't make things better to come home so I stayed and worked. Well I come home, change shoes and take some Aleve cause my back hurts and I have a terrible headache. SO, I decided to call Dawn and see what she was doing. I stop by her parents and visit with her and her friend J. I decide it time to leave and Andrew wants to come over, sure no prob. So they play video games and I am still trying to get over this headache. I am just frustrated over certain things and it better get worked out otherwise something needs to change or happen. But what erks me the most is M comes home, brings chicken from the store and sits down and starts eating. All the while I am trying to get things done like dishes/laundry/plants watered/housework...basically everything and do you think he would offer to help? Fuck no. I took out ALL the garbage. Pruned all the plants outside and watered them all as well. I also have my niece and nephew here for a bit. Ok I am supermom tonight. I shouldn't expect M to help, its not like he's working or anything. That is the part that bugs me. He hasn't helped me do anything in awhile. WTF?

Tired.

We went up to Waterloo this morning to go see Mike's parents. They live about 2 hours away so it was a quiet ride. Right now I am tired its 10pm and I am pooped. I am hoping tomorrow that we get to go swimming at Scott County Park. So excited, only if the weather cooperates.

Can you say PISSED?

Today was a hot day let me tell you. I worked outside all day til' 2pm. Ok that means I am hot and sweaty and wanna lay down right? Well yeah well can't do that. Got two screamin' boys playing a video game. So I decide to go take a cool bath and relax. Low and behold can't do that either. Sounds like someone is being murdered. So can't relax in the tub. I understand that Mike doesn't spend that much time with his Son. But at least keep voices to a minimum. I know I am whining but shit I am the only one working, a little common courtesy please. Is that too much to ask? But what pisses me off the most? Is that Mike comes home and sits in front of the TV and plays fucking XBOX. Don't worry about the dishes I will do them! Ok there is more to life than playing video games God Dammit!!!! He gets into the video game mode and ignores what is going on around him. At least I think about others needs first!!! His will be to sleep on the floor tonight cause I don't want him around me right now. I am afraid I am going to snap on him!!!! And yes I have very good reason!! I worked harder today than yesterday. I am sore today. Had good conversations at lunch and my co-workers are awesome. Its nice to be able to chat with someone and them not be snotty bitches. Oh wait, I am the only female at my job so they can't be bitches. Well time to go do something constructive...like maybe rest....YAH RIGHT!!!!

Finally done!!

I had fun with all my family here yesterday. I really enjoyed every minute of everyone being here. Thank you so much Mom, Dad, Grandma, Allen, Alexis, Raymie, Steff, Kylin, Dusty, Josh, Kelcee, Kyle, Stacey, Logan, Maddey, Samantha, Dawn, Nicole, Andrew, Levi, Makayla, Sean, Doug, Karla, and most of all Mike for helping me out with everything. I appreciate your help and support yesterday. It really meant alot that I had my family here celebrating his birthday a week early. Jonathan went to Toys R Us last night and bought his stuff with his gift cards. He bought a Remote Control Jeep and Boat, a game for his Gameboy Advance, some other toy, some Yu Gi Oh cards. And he still has some money left so we are going to Walmart so he can pic out some more toys or clothes. Today is my day of rest. See I finally started my period and its full force and being a bitch and of all days it was really heavy yesterday. OMG. Terrible. So today I wanted to sleep in to at least 730....yah with my Son will never happen. So pisses me off. So I woke up yelling at everyone.

I posted some pics of my flower garden...so go check them out!!!

Birthday party frenzy!!!

1. Meat prepared....check! $20
2. Beans a cookin.....check! $4.98
3. Balloons................check! $1.69
4. Cake here.............check! $13.99
5. Place clean...lol....check! 3 hours
6. Pop in cooler........check! $10.00
7. Table set up.........check! 15 minutes
8. Goin' Nuts............eternity
9. Having my Son's 8th Birthday.....PRICELESS.

My Son's birthday isn't until next weekend but so much is going with dance recitals and stuff that I wanted my family to enjoy it. So we are having it today. Been having fun making the shishkabobs...lol. Well enough said going to finish what ever needs done...

I hate my hormones.

Cause they make me so dam emotional. Right now I am listening to a song from The Eagles called "There's hole in the World Tonight". They wrote that song on the night of 9/11 and it brought tears to my eyes. Then last night I watched White Noise with Mike and at the very end. I just busted out in tears and couldn't stop. I don't know what is wrong with me. I am tired and worn out. I stayed home today to rest well that didn't happen. Got all my errands done. Got all the stuff bought for Saturday. I accomplished so much. I got two loads of laundry done, all the dishes, got all the rooms vacuumed. Cleaned the shit out of the bathroom. Its definitely up to code...lol. I got half the goody bags done. I feel so good!!!! Only about everything being done. Otherwise I feel like shit! Oh and we got baby bunnies in our yard. Five of them. They are so cute. We put some water out there for the Mommy bunny. I want to get some carrots but don't know if I should or not. I still have alot to do and its Jonathan's last day tomorrow. Whooo Hoooo!!!!!

And Jonathan is going into 3rd Grade. OMG. I can't believe it. My baby is going to be 8 years old. Here I go again about crying.. WTF???? We are having a party for him on Saturday with the theme of Kasey Kahne the Nascar driver. I went and bought him a Gameboy Advance today with Two games, a protective cover and carrying case and some adapters. I also got him a shirt and some undies. He already got those cause its just plain embarassing to give someone underwear for their birthdays....LOL. Well I invited some people and I would be shocked if they showed up on Saturday. Its mostly family, but some family that haven't been in touch with in awhile. Not going to say who. Its a surprise. I can only hope and pray they come. It would so make my day/year whatever ...well I gotta go...

I got a booboo.

Yes I did. I was such a clutz. I fell over a stupid hose. I probably cost myself my job. I busted the hell out of my lip and my knee. Right after he told me to straighten out the hose before someone trips and duh. I feel so stupid right now. My whole left side of my jaw hurts and is tender. The inside is all black. My Mom said it was from bleeding inside my mouth but not breaking the skin. I hit two teeth which hurt. And I really thought I did more damage to my knee at first cause blood was a gushing. But when you fall on gravel it tends to look worse than what it feels. Well I am watching a movie so catch ya'll later!!!

Jimmie's the Man!!

He won...only by luck I say. I am so proud of him right now. I am jumping for joy!!!!!!!! I almost started crying cause his last win was at Las Vegas!!! Way to go Jimmie!!

OK so I don't update...

Been kinda busy alright??? I start a new job on Tuesday cause the other one was not paying enough and doing the same thing over and over again was gettin' to me. See I am the type I like to do things differently. I tried and tried to water the plants and trees differently everyday but there is only one way to water them dam things. Well I am leaving running away. To do something, which I don't know yet what. So see ya later BYE!!!!

What about me?

Well, the only reason I say that is. I just needed a Title for the page. He he. Well, not much goin' on. I am working as much as I can trying to make ends meet. I got my car sticker and insured with my first paycheck. Had too. I hated being without my car. I need a newer more stable car. The steering is awful and loose. Or I am just used a tight steering car...lol. Well. It looks like I am going to court with Allstate. Stupid bitches...that is all I have to say. They have already admitted guilt. It was THEIR driver the HIT me. HE got the ticket. He didn't get hurt. I did. I still have pain in the middle of my back between my shoulder blades, it will never go away. I have poor memory. I forget real easy. There is alot I don't remember. I hate being reminded of things. At least I can remember my way home....just follow the yellow brick road...LOL. Well Toto you better hurry up cause life isn't going to wait for you. I started working because I can't depend on child support anymore. And I hated being broke. It sucked. I am not working that much but enough to wear me out. I am so pooped by the time I make it home I just wanna crash and burn. Well can't do that. I have so many things to do in such a short amount of time. Sucks!!!! Well, it looks like I gotta cook dinner even though a certain person said he would cook all this week. He's only done it once and that was on Tuesday. At least he did the dishes....LOL.

Sick

Not feeling too well. I got a slight cough and sneezing like a mutha. My throat is a bit scratchy. And Mike says I am bitchy. MMMMM. Go figure. Well not much to say just busy, busy...BUSY!!!!! Can't stress that enough.

Way to Kasey Kahne!!!

I had to delete the post I had here. Some person decided to put a stupid link in my comments. Go to hell who ever you are. Don't be putting something like that in my website. Would you like it if I came to your site and posted something stupid?


Anyway, Kasey Kahne had a awesome night last night. I am so proud of him. He just might be my new driver. HE HE HE. I've been supporting him for a couple of weeks. Coming so close then finally he gets it.

Not up to blogging..

so I am just letting you know. I haven't been in the mood whatsoever to even be on the computer. Just maybe to play a game or two. In the mornings I try to play a game to get myself motivated. Then after work I am so exhausted. Tonight after work we are heading to Blue Grass to pick up some flower pots/hanging baskets. I am getting them free. Its like over 200 of them. mmmm. what fun can I have???? I joined the local chapter of Freecycle and let me tell you alot of things being given away free. I have the information if you live locally and want it. Well off to play a game of Mahjong...he he he.

The work week begins.

Its Monday, the day I dread for the past two days. I wish it was over with. I don't want to work. I want to stay home and be lazy. I wish alot of things were different right now. Some things I would change and people being gone. I want something more out of life right now. Call me selfish. I don't care. I want a change. I will discuss more later. I have to get little man's shoes on and off to school. Oh and his meds....god forbid if I torment his teachers again. LOL. It happened once this year and I felt terrible. For like 2 seconds.

I'm Home.

My second day wasn't as bad. I guess I had to get thru the worst part. And believe me it was hard yesterday. I am thankful that I am home right now about to jump into bed. Jonathan is going to bed now. Such a good boy when it comes to going to bed. No problems whatsoever. He hardly fights me, I mean once in a blue moon he will try and stay up. But his little body don't let him. Its funny. Well, I hear some Tylenol calling my name. "Yep, I hear you... what, what was that? Sure...I will take you and enjoy the after effects!!! Thanks Tylenol!"

I hurt.

I hurt so bad right now I am crying. Yes crying. I feel as if I had done a hundred pushups. I had a great first day at work. It was very cold. I can't express the cold factor. Well I am going to watch the end of my show.

Arghhhh!!!

I am watching the race at Talladegha. No crashes yet...thanks goodness. We went grocery shopping today and got stuff for my lunches this week. Salads!!!! I also bought this meal called the South Beach Diet Caeser Chicken Wrap. OMG!!! It was a wheat tortilla, diced chicken, lowfat Caeser Dressing and Parmesan Cheese. IT was soooooooooooo good. I want more. I could handle eating that for lunch. I might go get some more for lunches this week. I bought some chicken breast to cook and cut up for my salads. I am excited about tomorrow. I almost couldn't sleep last night. Well gettin' some things ready going to my Brothers and his Girlfriends for a get together. Its her Birthday tomorrow so we are getting together today. Tata for now. Got some laundry to do.