I can honestly say, how confusing is love?  When you care alot about someone its hard to not think about them when they are not around.  I feel like a teenager again, I mean thinking about the person I am dating and so forth all the dam time.  Its not the excitement between us.  There is this spark that keeps up together.  He knows what I am thinking before I say it, he is very caring, very affectionate, a great kisser, and he cares about my son.  That means alot to me.  I have my trust issues and so forth because of certain things in the past.  I am afraid to admit to myself that I really do love him.  As my Mom had this thing about kissing, its true...kissing brings you closer to the other person as it opens your heart to let this person touch it.  You can feel too if they really care by the way they kiss.  If the kiss lasts for more than a minute....you are one lucky person.  Let me tell you.  Nothing like coming up for air....lol.  Well enough for now, its very late and I am tired.  Night all!!!!!