I know I keep changing my blog and I have a feeling I will change again. I get these itches to change things. I've been sleeping alot lately. I don't know why. I think being so depressed isn't helping any. I am happy about finally having my own place and so forth. I just hate not having any money. It sucks ass. I am so worried about getting my son to school next week. We have No money whatsoever. I have never been this broke for this amount of time. Makes me think about certain things. I hate certain aspects of my life right now and I need to learn to cope with them. I had a thought the other day. Some one asked me what I was doing....my comment back to them was...." I am killing time, before it kills me!!! And I am destined to win!"