Still alive, just got alot on the mind. With all the birthdays lately, it seems alot is going on. I barely had enough money for my Son's birthday, just wish things were different. I didn't have much money for Logan's birthday, so I hope she appreciates what I got him. I didn't have any $$ for Kelcee's and I feel awful. My Nephew Kylin's first birthday is coming up on the 1st of July. I want to wish him a Happy Birthday and hope he has a wonderful day. Hugs and Kisses Little Man.


I have forgiven the person who almost broke my heart. It has taken alot, but I had too. We have broken it off like 3 times and I truly care for him. I feel we deserve another chance. He tried to make me jealous tonight, and I told him how it is. He messes up one time, thats it. No more chances....period. He then told me, he has fought to get me back, and that he's not about to lose me again. What is this hold we have on each other? He accepts me for who I am. I am not the skinniest or the prettiest and he accepts me. I find that a big plus in my book. He isn't the cutest either, I guess its whats inside. Well, not much to say tonight, just tired.


I worked the Quad City Airshow last weekend, and met the cutest pilots in the world. OMG. Made my entire day....and there Marines....YAH!!!!!!!!!!