Today is my Son Jonathan's 7th Birthday. Not been a good day, but we have managed to get thru it ok. He had to have a tooth pulled today and he is doing good. Its me having the hard time. I am totally frustrated. Tired. I got little sleep last night. I am going to sleep in a little tomorrow but not much. I am wanting to have a little party for him on Sunday and make Enchiladas and stuff. But we will see. Let me get thru tonight first. For the first time in a long time, I felt alone today. It seems I go thru things without anyone by my side. My Mom was there when his tonsils were removed, but lately I feel so alone. I am sorry Mom, I appreciate all that you have done for me and so forth. Its not really you, its the fact that BERT doesn't take his part of the responsibility. I hate to bother people though if you know what I mean. It is my responsibility and stuff to take total care of my Son. Well, I have a few things to do right now. So I will catch you all later. Have a great weekend!!!!!


OH OH OH...and thanks for buying the cheese and cake for his party. I love you!!!!!