I am stressed beyond repair right now.  Why does God give us suck road blocks?  Is it to see how we deal with these issues?  Is it to see where we stand when we finally go to him?   Does it give us ranking on how well we deal with these issues?  It makes me wonder you know.   I am faced right now with losing all my stuff, all my possessions, and everything that has ever meant anything to me.  My washer and dryer that I worked so hard for.  My couch.  My Son's bed.  All my Son's toys.  My clothes, his clothes.  Everything that I have worked so hard to get since my divorce.  I simply cannot afford to pay my storage rental fees.   I've had to ask for help to people I wouldn't dare.  But I have no choice.   I want to give up but if I do then I know I have failed.  I made the choice after my son was born to get my GED, so he wouldn't grow up telling everyone that his Mom was a dropout, failure....etc.  I got, and even went back to College to try and get my life on track.  It seems I have been dealt the evil card since my divorce.  I am going to keep drawing to get that better card.  I hate my life, but then I am the only one to make it better.  I can no longer live in the past as it won't change anything.  I can only change my destiny. 



 
Quote from my good friend Alysia:

Confusious says: Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it. 



Alysia says: So your see your beautiful and I know it. You just need your confidence back.  Who ever can't see it is ignorant and stupid. Be more inspired.



I say, Thank you for the bid of confidence it was just enough to get me thru my bad day.