I have to realize that the power of the Man above is testing me. And you know what? I am strong. I was talking with my Mom last night and I told her that. Her answer to me was. You are strong. I and only myself can be strong. If I am not, then I am weak and no good to anyone. So I will be strong for anyone who needs it. My friend who's Aunt just passed away. I am here for you. With that evil beast that seems to be taking away our loved ones you will not win my hate for you. I will show you what love is and fight. Because I am strong. Alot of crap has happened to me and I am not taking the shit no more. Only I can make a difference. My back is feeling better just tight and if I over do myself then I just sit down. Well, I am off to see my Mom. I bought her some sugar free candy last night and I am going to take it to her. Why you ask???? Because I love her.