Ok the news only keeps getting worse. My friend's Aunt is in the hospital and is pretty sick. I am praying for her, and only hope that God makes the best choice for her tonight. She has battled cancer for 3 years. She's been a strong survivor and its now in God's hands on what needs to be done. My friend is with her family right now because that is where she needs to be. I have her kids and they are being soo good for me. They are in bed and have been for a half hour. I am so proud of them. Then I get the message that my Ex-Mother In Law's Sister's Husband is in the hospital fighting stomach cancer. It broke my heart. That is the third person this year for me. Why does God keep doing this to us? So many bad things have happened to me this year and it keeps getting worse for me. To top it off, I may have arthritis in my back for the rest of my life. I am only 31 years old. Not fair. And my car, it really upsets me. I need a dependable car. I wish a miracle would happen for me right now.

On another note, wish these headaches would go away. Please!!!!