Not much to say, just bumming it. I feel like I am not all here for some reason. I totally snapped on my b/f last night. He said he was going somewhere and didn't clarify Iowa or Illinois, so I assumed the closer one and call me an idiot. But I felt threatened and it was my only defense. SO after he went there and dropped off his company he stopped by and we went and talked for a little bit cause it was late and he had to work today. What can I say...my life sucks ass. I am only hoping for a miracle right now. Wish the dam insurance agent would call me. I want to know how I am going to pay my bills. Fuckers. Well I am going downstairs and laying down. I am going over to Mike's tonight to watch some movies and chill. I need to relax right now. Like big time. Its that time of the month and usually its like really bad well I guess its the stress cause I know its here but only showing face when it wants. Nothing like having to wear protection and nothing there for hours then all of sudden its there for 5 minutes. Does that make sense?