cause my nose has been a little runny and the sneezing isn't stopping. Kinda sucks. Oh well I will live. How has everyone been? I've been on cloud nine for some reason. I am 31 years old, and haven't been in a serious relationship for almost 8 years. Ok. No big deal. Til' this year. I get a call from someone I "dated" a little while back. He told he that he wasn't going to give up on me just yet. Even though I blew him off over and over again. I felt bad about it but wasn't ready. Not until just recently have I felt more serious about it. I always told myself that I would never find love again and would always be single. I always felt that was my destiny. My fate. Now that I have it, I feel that I could lose it. Why? He always told me to call him more. Well, I never did. I would forget. In fact it goes for everyone. Well, I've called him alot more and seen him alot more in the past two weeks and somehow I feel like I am smothering him. And that is something I don't want to do. But it seems I can't get enough just being with him or talking to him on the phone. He told me Saturday night that he see's his family being back together again and he's been searching for the right one. Or something to that fact. Made me think. Probably why I didn't get much sleep either. That word scared me at first. Family. Does this mean that I am in love with this person???? You know how you wake up and its the first thing on your mind. When I fell Sunday night and my head hurt. My first thought was him. Oh and about me falling. I had to settle my car accident claim. Kinda sucks. But was going to anyway. Just had to do it a couple days sooner. I have more rotation in my neck and in my back again from falling on my ass. Oh and my ass hurts today. Go figure. My left side, the side I hit my car door in the car accident. I swear its my year of bad luck. Well, my nephew is going to be here soon. SO TTYL!!!!
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