Well I got one call from the Insurance company. Looks like it will take til' next week before I hear something. The lady called to go over my records to compare. Cool. I talked to my friend Alysia and asked her if they did the same thing for her accident. She said yeah, and I should get my settlement sometime next week. Not soon enough for me. We are suppose to go on vacation in a week and a half. I would like to take a little bit of money with me when I go. It wouldn't be fair to go and NOT have any money. Its making me nuts. I am only hoping for a prayer for it to come in on monday. When they call and we agree on an amount, I am going to drive to Champaign. I don't care. The last time this happened I had to call and request they send it next day mail. Cause I never rec'd the first check for my car. I am praying and praying right now for them to call me this week instead.



On the conversation of loving someone. Its weird for someone to call me all the time. I guess never having someone do that to me is weird. See Mike likes to call and talk. He calls me on his breaks and lunch. I guess it makes his day go by faster I think. Another thing, I've known Mike for about 13 years and at first, we hated each other. Could not stand each other. I couldn't figure out why. Then it was obvious when he was seperated and so was I that we actually were attracted to each other. He told me things I wanted to hear, I knew though that it was all a game cause he was lonely and so forth. So I never let it go past the point of more than friends. Until more or less this year is when I actually opened up to him and started feeling for him. He told me he would never give up on me. Determination is a strong factor in him. At first I thought it was a little pushy but now I am flattered by it. Because I realize its what I want. And I want it more than anything else. And my Son likes him too. Thats hard to overcome with my Son. He just doesn't take to anybody. Well enough said for now.

On the news of the election. Good news, all the stupid TV ads are done. WHOO HOO!!! But now it sucks that we will probably be stuck with Bush for another 4 fucking years of hell. I mean come on. Look at all the jobs closing and moving to Mexico. Where are we going to be in 4 years? All the shit going on now, I will be lucky to drive by then.