Blahhh!!

Is how I feel today. I was so sick yesterday it was pitiful. If you know what I mean. It was like a 12 hour flu or whatever. I woke up at 1am vomiting and #2. And it hurt like hell. OMG. See I had surgery 2 years ago to fix my heartburn. Well guess what I have again? Yep good old heartburn. It sucks ass. Gonna have to make another appt. with the Gastro Doc again. It bites. I am not suppose to even be throwing up. Well it comes up so easy now. Scares me. I ended up taking my heartburn meds yesterday cause it got so bad. If it comes down to it, I might end up having the surgery again. Only cause I can't deal with taking medicine every day of my life. When I got sick after my car accident I felt a pulling sensation when I threw up. I know I did damage. That is what I was afraid of. It hurt so bad. They took Xrays but it doesn't come up on the picture. I remember waking up in so much pain after my surgery. I couldn't sleep or nothing. I cried it hurt so bad but it also helped and I looked towards the end of recovering of the heartburn free. Well I feel right now as if I got hit by a freighttrain. My lungs and ribs hurt so bad. I get little bursts of energy to go clean. I am working on my bedroom. Wish me luck....lol.