**Update** The pain has kicked in and not in my hand. My lower back kills, it hurts to lay down, hurts to sit. The only time it doesn't hurt is when I am standing. WTF??? Anyway, I will have to get my script filled tomorrow for the pain. I took some Aleve earlier hopefully that helps some. Well not much else to say just still in shock. I am very tired. So I will keep you updated.


What a fucked up day its been. I was suppose to help my friend with his laundry this morning. Well God must of had other plans for me. I had to go get my Ex to get his bike that was at Hy-Vee in Milan. Well I dropped him off made sure it started fine. I pull out and the next thing I remember is being hit by a big truck in the front driver's side. It must be a sign or something. Who knew I would wake up and this happen to me. I am very upset. I keep thinking to myself..."If I only had waited 5 more seconds". Over and over again it would not of happened. Maybe its Gods way of telling me I am getting a different car. I filed the claim with his insurance company since he was at fault. They are sending someone to look at my car. Its making all these clunking noises and drives all funky. NOT safe to drive by my standards. To top it all off, I haven't eaten today. I am just now eating for the first time at almost 4pm. I was at the hospital for over 2 hours just waiting to be seen. I have a bad headache. And my back hurts. Tomorrow I am going to call the chiro and be treated. They took X-rays of my hand it is just severely bruised. So yes its hard to type. The hardest part about today was Jonathan was with me when it happened. That is what hit me the hardest. My baby in the car with me. He is fine, actually he's been really good. So maybe its a good thing. Well thank my lucky stars that I am fine physically somewhat...but mentally I am torn up. Accidents happen for a reason.